bestfriend. <3

the thing is..

you wanted to change.

you hurt me.

i hurt you.

i cried.

you cried.

i wish i could forgive you.

but there is something that is telling me no.

something is telling me i will just get hurt again.

i miss you, more than you miss me ‘bestfriend.’

cause i miss being your ‘bestfriend.’

<3

oh god, like 4 friday nights ago. (;

Taylor&Maryah know what I am talking about.

yep.

Jordan Andrew Moran..

Everything that happened between us.

It was all wonderful.

We fought.

We loved.

We kissed.

We hugged.

I miss those days more & more.

I just don’t get why you cheated.

You told me so much?

Was it all just a game?

A silly little fucking game?

cause i thought what we had was real?

i thought that we were going to be forever.

i didn’t know you would put me through this much pain?

why me? why now?

you should have told me the truth from the beginning.

i don’t regret anything.

cause everything we had, made me smile.

you made me feel like i was at the top if the world.

but i guess this was all a silly fucking game..

ugh, i want to say I hate you..

but i would be lying.

cause i am madly in love with you..

I thought things would last between us.

I thought we were meant to be.

I thought you loved me.

I thought you wanted to kiss me under the stars.

I thought you would NEVER hurt me.

I thought you would always be here for me.

I thought you wanted to be with me.

I thought you wanted to spend every second with me.

I thought you would NEVER cheat on me

I thought we were supposed to be together forever.

but then again..

I thought wrong.

but the sad thing is, my strength is fading away.

yeah, thanks for understanding..